I just don't know and I don't know I
don't know what to do. I'm sorry. I
know. You you don't have to you don't
have to be you don't have to be sorry. I
don't know at all. I'm sorry I don't
know. You don't have to be sorry. This
is not it's not your responsibility. And
then she if she tell me something and I
can't get it done right now because she
got she got she not seeing from our
point of view and she don't want to.
She's in therapy and then I barely want
to see my therapist and she tell me not
to tell my therapist things because
we're going to get taken.
If that's the case I feel like I can't
tell him all my feelings and I can't get
it all off my chest and then it's just
anger it's just anger it's just building
up and I don't I don't know and I've
been holding this for almost 5 years and
I'm tired. I'm sorry. I'm very tired
I didn't want it to come to this point
because I don't want my mom to be in
serious trouble but she needs she really
needs help. Yeah.