I don't know how much of this I'm even gonna be able to get through but I said I would watch it anybody can kill people this is y'all's man really Lord please give me strength on this day to get through this Ted Bundy's final interview before he was executed on January 24th 1989. there's enough media covering the crimes of Ted Bundy but as a reminder to you guys here on my channel I don't like to glorify murderers I don't like to talk about a Serial Killer's history and blah blah blah I'm really here just to remind you guys how much of a big piece of there are there's still a lot of people that are hybris affiliacs that are Ted Bundy fans but let's take a look at who they're a fan of this is 30 minutes long I don't know why back in the 70s people were interviewing these killers like celebrities like I I have a feeling we're gonna see it in here but the questions that they ask them sometimes are just mind-blowing bring back that guy that was roasting Jody Aries you said today you want to give Travis's family closure you know they want you dead bring that back we want more of that I will say though there was a period of time where people decided what was that show Criminal Minds there was a period of time where they realized wait we have all these serial killers locked up well we should be talking to them to figure out the psychology of what's going on but why were we airing this as a big International I have no idea I don't know Ted it is uh you are scheduled to be executed tomorrow morning at seven o'clock if you don't receive another stay you won't what is going through your mind what thoughts have you had in these last few days well I wanted you to say that it's something that I feel that I am in control of or something that I've come to terms with because I haven't it's a moment by moment thing sometimes wow that's crazy he's had all this time sitting in jail to come to terms with everything that he did that led him up to this point but he just still can't wrap his head around it I want to remind you that Ted Bundy is a highly manipulative person people called him charismatic back in the day but really what it was is he so desperate to be liked he's emulating traits of likable human beings like the understandingness the the calmness just that he's just a guy he's going to emulate that through the interview because he wants people to like him and he knows people are watching I feel very tranquil in other times I feel tranquil at all what's going through my mind right now is to use the minutes and hours that I have left as fruitfully as possible and see what happens it helps to to live in the moment in the in the essence that we use it productively so I'm right now I'm feeling calm and in large part because I'm here with you for the record I'm really calm because I'm here with you dude not do you see it you see what I'm seeing guilty killing many women and girls yes yes that's true Ted how did it happen take me back what are the antecedents of the behavior Behavior scene so much grief so much sorrow so much pain for so many people dude okay part of the reason why I hate this so much is because in a way to intense brain this is almost like gassing him up take me back to what happened to you I mean all the grief and the sorrow that you cause it's like him saying to him all the power that you had to to hurt all these people there was all this grief all this sorrow let me be clear [Music] anybody can kill people okay anybody can do it but we choose not to because we're not giant pieces of it's not powerful to be able to cause all of this grief and sorrow if anything it's more powerful if you have these thoughts and you fight them okay it is in no way shape or form oh how am I a minute and 20 seconds in Lord please give me strength on this day how did this moment come about we may not get far here but let's just go back for a second and take a look at that textbook dooper's Delight you saw it you ain't got a smile before you open your mouth full is there enough time to explain it all uh I don't know I think I understand it though I understand what happened to me to the extent that I I can see how certain feelings and ideas developed in me to the point where I began to act out on them certain very violent and very destructive feeling let's go back then he's gonna say it has something he would say that's what he's gonna say not physically abused you are not sexually abused you are not emotionally abused no no way I and that's part of the tragedy of this little situation [Music] man y'all out here making these fan cams of him can I ask you something who was your dad like who was your father what manipulative Psychopathic traits did your dad or your or your mom have that this is your type now because this is like so embarrassing this man is a who is making fan cams of this like this is y'all's man really I'm not gonna knock it I grew up in a wonderful home with two dedicated and loving parents one of the five brothers and sisters the home where we as our as children were the focus of my parents lives where we regularly attended church to Christian parents who did not drink they did not smoke there was no gambling there was no physical abuse of fighting in the home I'm not saying this was leave it the beaver it wasn't perfect no no I don't know talking to him like he's a person he's a fine solid Christian home and nobody I hope no one will try to take the easy way out and to try to blame or otherwise accuse my my family of contributing to this because I know and I'm trying to tell you as honestly as I know how he's trying to emulate these personality traits that people really respect which is like gratitude for time like taking time for Stillness calmness or giving respect to his parents that's kind of like a it's more of a power and control thing I think this is a message I want to get across whatever message he wants to get across I just want to skip that because right now I have the power you had gone about as far as you could go in your own Fantasy Life with printed material and you made or printed in okay this is about like weird sex stuff basically I've heard him in other interviews before like tried to blame this on sexual urges this is that the third listen everybody especially like guys when they're younger they're looking at stuff okay they're not doing what he did Point Blank period it's not an excuse no matter what the cause is whether it's abuse or whether it's having fantasies or anything the actual issue is not being able to control yourself yeah people have a lot they have split entities that are violent that are weird that are delusional in all of this but is our responsibility as human beings to merge the self as a whole and understand your Shadow side understand your good side and not act on urges that hurt you or hurt the public at large and we can't just blame reading a magazine or seeing a porno on not being able to control ourselves it's you it's you you're the problem I say pornography generally but with pornography that deals on a violent level with the sexuality once you become addicted to it and I look at this as a kind of addiction like other kinds of addiction of addiction you keep I would keep looking for more potent more explicit more graphical signs of material like an addiction you keep craving something which is harder harder something which which gives you a greater sense of excitement walk with me we're going deep into beau's assumption land here just for a moment his little storyline about I was just a young boy that grew up in a nice house and then I started watching porn and it did something horrible to me and there was more in my opinion there's a portion of this that comes from a guy having a bad relationship with a woman and then they somehow incorporate violence with that anger if you have a bad experience with somebody of any gender once again it is your responsibility to a not let a violent fantasy escalate because you just hate all women now because your mom was mean to you but like B it's it's just recognizing that it's just like recognizing all this this little story of his about just being a normal boy that started seeing violent things like no you probably had some type of issue with women and you weren't dealing with it and this was your way of dealing with it it doesn't make sense to me it doesn't play out that way there is always a root cause to these type of things and him trying to control this this in this way is like it's it's really embarrassing and it doesn't make sense foreign until you reach the point where the pornography only goes so far you reached that jumping off point where you begin to wonder if if maybe actually doing it will give you that which is beyond just reading about it or looking at it how long did you stay at that point before you actually assaulted someone well yeah you see well I would say I would say a couple years and what was I was dealing with there were very strong inhibitions I know the hybrids affiliacs I know you're here do you guys see guys see like how many people in chat think that this man is like boring or embarrassing right now can we just have a come to Jesus moment with the Ted Bundy girls right now guys you're better than this you are better than this and I I hope that you're Ted Bundy phase is um just a fleeting moment when I I I I I don't know what you're going through but I hope that it's a moment I actually genuinely believe this no matter who you are you deserve better than this you deserve better than living in a fantasy world where you think you can fix Ted Bundy and you deserve better than um being attracted to a bum looking serial killer like you you do so I really hope that it's a fleeting moment in your life and I'm I'm not laughing at you I'm laughing at Ted Bundy like this is so guys I don't think I can get through any more of it I just I really don't guys the verdict is in we can't do it bye Ted