And we don't know what what tomorrow holds. Okay. All right. Do you want a tissue or anything? Or a drink of water or something? >> I ask for a pop, but I don't think the royal cup. You want a tissue, too? >> Yeah. Blow your nose and wipe your eyes. You are remorseful. You know what that means, right? That means you don't think you made a mistake. >> I made one. >> Okay. So, you know the videos I did see, too. >> I know. And I'm a great mom. >> You are. Was there anybody else in the house besides you and your kids? That was last night. >> Yeah. >> Nobody else was there. Just you? Have you ever been >> I tried reaching out to get help. He wouldn't take her. He had her from Friday to Sunday. He got her at 6:00 at night. I went out Saturday with my friend. It was her birthday and he went to Mexico. In fact, I'm not even home. He said, "I don't care. You better be home. Hold on." Cuz I had to. I thought he was going to kick the door in and leave me outside the front door because I went out. So I text him. I said, "I need mentally help." He left. He blocked me. He gave his money. You don't need help. He says I'm chemically absorbed. >> Have you uh was that the first time? >> This is the first time >> last night that you think with your kids. >> Yes. >> Okay. Did you in one of the videos you you had said about the detergent? >> Yeah. At first I was just playing with her but no me and her playing before that and I just blacked out after that. >> That was how all this stuff that you were doing. >> Okay. So all the stuff that >> I got plenty of stuff after you got my card. >> Uhhuh. Thanks. >> Okay. of him saying he's leaving the trial and stuff. He's trying to make it to me like I'm some horrible person. I'm not one time. This is all over it. >> So, this is just that last night. It was the the lowest point for you. You just >> I just couldn't handle it. >> I just mad at him. Really? >> Cuz he tries to say after that weekend when he said he'll never do it again, that he was going to go through courts for visitation. And I know he's not. He's just saying that. So, I think that so he can just go home and not see his kid. >> Yeah. >> But when he's at home, he can be able to do that. He takes care of them. He sends me money to take care of them or whatever, but watching them and being a dad and sitting down playing with your children and stuff, he doesn't do that. >> Yeah. You want him to be involved in I get that. That's you want to have because you're there. Don't be involved. >> You want to be good a parent. You want him to be as well. I get it. >> If I try to embarrass him with him, he says, "I got myself." >> The weed weed. >> So, who's that? >> He said the weed. >> The weed. The weed. Smoke weed. >> Smoke weed. >> So, did you send those those videos just to him? That was it. >> Yeah. Just cuz you're mad. You wanted to come pick pick her up. >> Yeah, cuz I wanted I was playing like I was not going to have a breakdown. >> You wanted You wanted him to come get her. >> Yes. And I needed it and my mom with my little brother and stuff and it just all happened so fast. I just wanted to come get her so I can get help. >> So you're doing everything you could to get him to get over there. >> And get help. I need help. Get him. Please get him. And you've done it. I had to do something or say something to