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hey guys it's officer Ben here uh I
don't put my face on this channel very
often but this year I'm getting ready to
take my Christmas break I'm actually a
little bit late I should have started my
Christmas break a little bit sooner but
regardless I'm going to take a little
break probably won't be back until mid
to late January and I wanted to make
kind of a special video for you guys and
this year I decided that uh rather than
making a highlight reel like I often do
you know I've been doing this for about
three years now and there are probably
three big questions that I get quite a
bit and today what I'm going to do with
this video is I'm going to answer those
three questions uh the first question
that I get a lot from citizens and from
police officers and all sorts of people
is why did I start this YouTube channel
uh the second question I'm going to
answer for you guys today is how much
money do I make on this YouTube channel
and then the third question that I get a
lot it's kind of a combination of of
questions and that question is am I a
real police officer or am I just a
YouTuber um and then also a lot of
people when they're watching videos
they'll say you know the narrator's
voice and the officer's voice sound very
familiar to me and a lot of people that
have been watching the channel for a
long time have kind of figured this out
but uh I do want to confirm that yes I
am the officer in this video that took
the the homeless pregnant woman out for
a meal I'm the officer in an awful lot
of the videos on this channel um I am
for lack of a better term kind of
everybody's favorite officer on this
channel mostly because these are
incidents that I was involved in so I
know how to pull the video I know where
the video is at I know what's on it so
I'll I'll submit records requests for my
own incidents and put them out on
YouTube to show people kind of not only
how I am as a police officer but how
these types of interactions very
frequently very often go out on the
streets so um I'll get back to to this
video I'll give you a little bit of
backstory on it here in just a minute I
don't want to take up too much time with
this video cuz I haven't had breakfast
yet I want to go upstairs and get
something to eat but the first question
why did I start this YouTube channel uh
that one it's it's a little bit more
complicated it takes a little bit of a
process but if you remember back to 2020
the summer of 2020 that is when I
started this YouTube channel and uh
sorry I don't think I muted my phone um
you know the stuff that was going on the
summer of 2020 that was a summer of
violent riots across the the country
every major city in the country had
violent riots including Columbus and
there were a lot of people who were
using uh incidents that happened in
Kentucky and Minesota in order to gain
political power over their local police
departments and that was something that
happened here in Columbus with the Mayor
of Columbus and city council and all
that other stuff uh one of the big
things that happened here in Columbus
was that the uh the mayor and the
mayor's office and the political
establishment they took over control of
the police department social media
accounts and for um a period of time in
the summer of 2020 there were basically
no posts made on social media from the
Columbus Division of police and the only
posts that were being made were actually
written by uh the political
establishment and the police department
was told you will post this so they were
posting it word for word it's kind of
funny because there was a lot of typos
and stuff in some of those uh my
favorite post of 2020 on the columb
division of police Facebook page was one
that said uh the mayor's office has not
taken over this Facebook account which
was an absolute freaking lie um but
regardless of that so one night I was at
work uh got to work at 11:00 we're all
sitting around the roll call table the
alert tone goes out uh before we had a
chance to get car assignments and it was
a it was a shooting somebody was shot in
the chest and and laying out in the
alley screaming for help so myself and a
whole bunch of officers ran to our
Cruisers we didn't even have time to
grabb all of our gear uh drove to the
scene find this guy out in the alley
turns out it was a dope house uh this
guy was in the dope house somebody came
in to rob the dope house he got shot in
the chest uh the people in the dope
house drug him out to the alley thinking
that you know we wouldn't go into the
house if we found him in the alley
officers arrived on scene he had his he
had what is known as a sucking chest
wound uh so one of the officers on scene
ran to the Cruisers first aid kit
grabbed a chest seal went and put a
chest seal on this man we waited for
Medics to arrive when the Medics arrived
the battalion chief went to the sergeant
on scene and said hey you know your guys
did a fantastic job if your guys had not
put this chest seal on the guy he
probably would have been dead before we
even got here uh your officer's actions
100% saved this man's life uh my
supervisor at the time uh said hey you
know thanks a lot congratulated the guys
whatever but he also sent an email up
the chain of command said Hey look we
had this incident last night where my
guy saved this dude's life and I
actually have video of a battalion chief
saying you know your gu saved this guy's
life he would have been dead you know
yada Yad y I think this would be really
good PR right now in the summer of 2020
with all these riots going on where we
need to you know we really need some
some positive information about the
police I think this would be good to put
out and um the answer that was filtered
back down to me was that no they're not
going to post that and then when when he
asked why that wasn't being post through
a variety of sources he was basically
told you know what the political
establishment has taken over the social
media accounts and they have decided
that people don't like the police right
now and that they're that is the
narrative that they're going to continue
to push and if you looked at the city
social media at that time got a lot of
stuff from the mayor out there saying
that the police are are have a history
of racism systemic racism that they need
intensive reform you know uh hired
outside investigators paid law firms
hundreds of thousands of dollars to try
to find corruption in the police
department called in the Department of
Justice to investigate the police
department uh the moral of the story was
that the good things that police
officers were doing was not being
allowed to uh make it out to the public
because the political establishment
decided that that was not going to
benefit them politically in their
attempts to gain and seize power power
over the police department and control
the narrative um when I became aware of
that I said you know what uh screw those
people there's nothing that they can do
to stop me from making public records
requests on these incidents myself and I
will go ahead and start posting them um
I found out later that you know when
there's Grievous injuries and felonies
some of the laws have actually changed
since then but back in 2020 if it was a
fresh felony case uh public records was
not releasing that there were allowed to
redact that if they wanted to it was
like at their discretion the law on that
has since changed um but that kind of
dictated what kind of stuff I started
pulling and putting on YouTube because I
wanted to show that you know that police
officers were were not doing the things
that was the narrative that was out
there um you know one of the one of the
funny things about police body camera is
that when they were introduced to police
departments they were done in a way we
were told this was to hold police
officers accountable uh that if we put
body cameras on officers we'd find a
whole lot of police corruption and
racism and and all this stuff it would
be impossible to hide uh but what we've
really found by putting body cameras on
officers is that officers
99.999% of the time are fantastic people
they do fantastic things they do really
good things for the public and we've
also found it's very difficult to find
incidence instances of police misconduct
um it's it just doesn't happen as often
as you would think it it does and you
can have access to the body camera
database and you can search for days and
days and days and days and not find a
single incident of police misconduct
where you're going to find is a lot of
officers doing exactly what they're
supposed to be doing and that is the
reason I created this channel because I
wanted to show that The Narrative that
is out there that is being pushed by a
lot of these political activists this in
order to gain and cease power of uh the
narrative that that that narrative was
false so that is the reason I started
this YouTube channel uh the next
question let me see I can pull it up
here um the next question is how much
money do I make with this YouTube
channel the answer is zero I make zero
dollars on this YouTube channel um this
is my YouTube channel these are the
analytics if it's going to
load all right um You can see how many
views I get per day per month watch time
all that I'm in a little bit of a uh a
slow period right now partially because
I haven't been uploading videos and then
some of the videos I've uploaded just
haven't been as popular as they were in
the past um but regardless here are my
analytics there's nothing this is the
section where there should be some
dollars there's no dollars there if you
go to earn um it talks about how I can
apply for the mon ization program I have
not applied for the monetization program
on this channel this channel is not
monetized I make Z on YouTube uh now
this one and I'm going to show a little
bit of this once I get my face out of
the way here uh this is a very popular
video on the channel this is one of my
body camera videos uh this is where I as
an officer met a homeless woman who was
pregnant and I took her out for a meal
one of the interesting things about this
particular incident was this happened
I want to say in 20 late 2018 or
sometime in 2019 it was at least a year
before I started the body camera channel
uh one of the criticisms that I get from
people is they're like oh sure you're
going to show us your body camera and
show us that you're such a great guy
because you're putting it on YouTube and
you're just doing these things for
YouTube clout um no I I'm I'm not doing
anything for YouTube clout uh this is
just this is who I am this is the oops
this is a little dark um this is who I
am this is the kind of guy I am this is
the kind of Officer I am and I was doing
these things prior to starting YouTube
um this particular night with this
particular woman um I remember it very
well cuz it was a very busy night in the
area where I work and uh there was a
call from a woman who said she was at an
auto part store on West Broad Street
wanted a ride to um a rehab Center and
on if you if you looked at the notes on
the run at the time it said something
like we told her that we weren't a taxi
service but she was demanding that an
officer respond and yada yada yada it
was very busy I was the only car that
was clear I remember reading this and I
was like you know what I'm going to go
out there I'm going to tell this woman
we're not a taxi service I'm not just
going to give you a ride so there this
this uh auto part store where she said
she was it's kind of funny because
there's auto part stores on both sides
of the street there's one on the north
side
one on the Southside it's um an advanced
auto parts and then I can't remember the
the name of the other auto parts store
but it's another major major retail
chain that sells automotive parts and
one of them is open 24 hours one of them
is not uh when I saw auto part store on
West Broad Street I drove to the one
that's open 24 hours because that's the
one that people are normally at I think
this was 2 3 in the morning um I drive
out to this place I drive a couple laps
around the parking lot there's nobody
there I clear uh I see the Run pop back
up hey woman calling in on response time
wants to know where an officer is I was
told an officer responded didn't find
her she says she's been there the whole
time no officer has responded so I drive
back out to the auto part store drive
around in circles I get out of my car I
look I go into the store hey was there
someone here calling for a ride nope
nobody so I clear the run again um I I I
go back to doing whatever it is I do run
pops back up on the board I tell the
dispatcher I'm like can you call this
woman make sure she gets the correct
address make sure she actually knows
where she is because that's also a
common problem that we have people
calling they don't actually know where
they are he he gets me back on a back
Channel and says hey I called her she's
very upset she's adamant that this is
the address where she's at she's at blah
blah blah and uh that is when it dawned
on me he said the address out loud and
it was an even numbered address
um even number addresses are on the
north side of the street odd number
addresses are on the south side of the
street I'd been going to the south side
of the street every time that I went out
on this call so this was the third time
that I was heading out I pull up into
the the parking lot and I see her and uh
you know she's she's walking up to me
she's crying that she's just she's had
about enough of it and all these other
things I felt horrible I was like damn I
was like you know I was like I was a
assuming that this person was just an
idiot didn't know where they are I was
kind of cocky and arrogant about the way
I handled this call and here I am she's
actually pregnant she's visibly pregnant
she's homeless she's she told me that
she's been living in a an open field for
a period of months whatever um and she
was leaving her her spouse I can't
remember if she was married or if it's
just like her long-term partner this is
a very traumatic experience for her
she's pregnant and she wants to get
clean she wants to do something positive
for herself um after after I met her I
felt really horrible about kind of the
way things had been going that night uh
so while I was driving her to where I
was taking her and it was a busy night I
didn't get a chance to eat lunch yet I
was kind of hungry myself um I decided
to do something nice for her I was like
hey you know you want to get something
to eat I wanted to I didn't she didn't
know um all of the things that had
transpired with me prior to that but
still I felt bad I felt kind of guilty
and also there was no rush you know this
place that she was going it didn't
matter if we got there a half hour later
so I offered her some lunch and we stood
outside of the cruiser we had a meal
treated her like a a just a regular
human being probably a way that she
hadn't been treated in a very long time
uh made me feel kind of uh you know when
you're doing this job and you see so
much negativity and all that sometimes
you need to kind of refill your battery
um this was one of those incidents where
I did something nice for somebody made
them feel good um kind of re filled my
battery and it's something that I never
told anybody about um I didn't go to
work and brag about it I probably told
my wife about it um but it's not
something that I went around talking a
lot
about then when I started this body
camera Channel and I was trying to think
of incidents that occurred within the
last two years that I could do public
records requests for and put out on the
internet to kind of show the world of
stuff that police officers do this was
one of the first things that I thought
about this one and then the uh the guy
that was standing in the middle of the
road in like women's underwear that
smoked a bunch of crack um that one too
happened prior to me starting the body
camera Channel as well as some other
ones I I don't remember them all um also
Johnny the guy that overdosed on the
wrong side of town that I had to call
his mom and have her come pick him up
that was another one that that incident
occurred before I started the body
camera Channel um I don't know I I just
wanted to kind of put that information
out there kind of confirm some of these
things there's a lot of people on the
internet saying a lot of things about
people um I'm one of them my identity
has already been out there and revealed
um I have no reason to hide for any
reason whatsoever uh most of the things
that people are saying about me are
simply not true but regardless I wanted
to come out and just say look and this
is this is the reason I started the
channel I'm not making any money from it
and this is the type of police officer
that I am if you would like to know a
little bit more about why I became a
police police officer in my background
I'm going to put a clip in from this
moment where I was having lunch with
this homeless woman where I actually
explained my background to her give her
a little bit of uh information about me
it's very accurate information I'm going
to share that with you um and then we're
going to get out of here so without
further Ado here is the second half of
the video where I was having lunch with
this woman give her my backstory and
you'll have it now as well so um before
I get off I just want to say thank you
very much for subscribing to my channel
following this journey that I've been
taking for the last 3 years I've it's
this this Channel and the stuff that
I've accomplished with this YouTube
channel are something I'm incredibly
proud of um not only have I had an
influence on public opinion of police
officers but also I've used this channel
um to generate funds for charity and
over the last three years I have raised
over
$1,000 um for charity the first event
that I did was I raised I did a live
stream on my other channel uh where I
raised about $5,000 for a single mother
domestic violence um victim who needed a
new furnace for her home um I forget how
much the furnace cost but the rest of
the money just went straight to her to
help her literally feed and clothe her
children uh then this past summer we
raised $3600 for pelonia I believe it
was somewhere around $3600 to fund
cancer research and then uh most
recently I did my 50 mile ruck march in
honor of my friend Todd Bates who died
20 years ago this year in uh in Baghdad
Iraq while I was serving with him um and
so far the GoFundMe that I created for
that is raised about $33,600 so over
over the last three years with my social
media accounts that have stemmed from
this body camera Channel I've been able
to raise um over
$1,000 for charity and that's all
because of you guys and the support that
you all have been giving me so thank you
very much for your support thank you for
supporting uh the police officers and
and things in these videos thank you for
watching um I'm going to be out of here
for a little while and have a very merry
Christmas and a happy New Year and uh I
will talk to you guys later there you
are here we'll get up on the hood of the
car
okay there's
that
10 was returned
to there you go
how um 8
years I've been on did you always want
to be a cop no no I uh you know what's
funny when I was a
kid
when I was getting ready to graduate
high school I thought that maybe I'd
want to be a cop so I pulled up next to
uh an officer in my hometown and I asked
him some questions about like how to
become come a police officer and
stuff he told me he's his name was
officer super he looked at me he goes
you know what he's like you seem like
you're a pretty smart kid he goes don't
do this he like don't do this with your
wife it's like good do something else
yeah he said uh he didn't he's he
wouldn't wish it on anybody
so I went in the
military then when I got out of the
military I got a degree in
economics and I worked as a financial
adviser for like 5
years and uh what's on these Burgers
they don't have mayonnaise or anything
no it's just uh okay cheese pickles and
good I can handle that but uh I kind of
I had a bunch of clients who were police
officers for Columbus and they told me
that I'd like the job and so I took the
test and then I got hired yeah so I left
my job working at a bank to come do this
at night I've been doing it for8 years
now that is very crazy
mhm my uncle was a CPD oh really he's
retired
now Richard
Griggs um when he first started he was
um he'd go around and pick up
prostitutes M and that's how he met his
now wife oh my go she wasn't a
prostitute or whatever but he was doing
that and didn't want to tell her at
first that that's what he was doing on
the job um but as he retired he was a
undercover narcotics officer um I'm
pretty sure he was somewhere down
Hilltop or Bottom's area but I don't
know for sure cuz I guess we weren't
allowed to know well they cover a lot of
ground too yeah
so but those guys tend to work with the
whole city probably everywhere between
the south end and the hilltop well my he
doesn't talk to me very often he says he
not allowed to it's against their policy
because I have felonies on my record
like at the end of the day I'm still
family like but whatever
MH um but when I've reported some drug
houses to him m M hoping that if they
get busted that I'm forced to
stop um but my mom usually calls and
tells him cuz it's her brother she oh so
you let her know and then yeah and then
she lets him know and he lets whoever in
that area
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know but he's retired now right mhm I
guess he still goes in a couple days a
week sometimes huh said his name is
Griggs MH I'll look him
up okay well I was look I we have a
Personnel list I can just look him up by
last name and
see I have a buddy on that department
his last name is I'm pretty sure not
related to him I don't think so was my
dad last name oh okay yeah we got hired
together he works up
North so you guys really just been
living out in that field
yeah crazy isn't there people around
that area that have tents and stuff
they're like back in the woods at first
we were staying in the storage shed and
I know it's illegal too but somehow the
owner found out and um came it was like
10:30 at night and he came there luckily
we had just got there and didn't have
any blankets or anything out I told him
we was just in there changing our
clothes mhm so there wasn't too much you
could do about it but obviously we
didn't stay in there no more so then we
were staying on the lot across from it
which is Le a lot and somehow the city
got called on us for that so we got
kicked off of there so last we week and
a half we've stayed in that lot that's
crazy y least the weather's been okay
right it does get kind of chilly at
night and first thing in the morning mhm
but we had blankets and
stuff I know some of the people that
have tents have a pretty nice setup in
their tents oh yeah they do I they're
just like cool with it like mhm I'm not
cool with it like yeah I don't want to
do that for years and years like do you
have other kids yes this is my fifth kid
where are the other ones at in Kentucky
with my mother okay are you going to try
to get clean and go down there I'm
probably not going to go to Kentucky no
but but that is my goal is to get clean
and get Kaylee and Raiden back I want
Damian and Mason back but they're 15 and
14 now and they
were a year and a half and 8 months old
or so when my mom first started getting
them all the time so she's had them this
whole time so and they go to school down
there they're doing really good in
schooling and everything so I don't want
to take them from her and they'll be
adults in a couple years anyways like
obviously they say Mom we want to come
with you I would get them as well but um
Kaye and Raiden's only four and two how
often do you see them I usually once a
month and when I when we had a ride I'd
see them a couple times a month cuz I
drive down to Kentucky but my mom always
tries to come at least once a month to
bring them to
me that's been a long time yeah my baby
girl turns 5 on Friday
tomorrow I've got a 5-year-old yeah
y 5 and
seven and I turned 40 this weekend oh
wow a happy
birthday I'm only 33 my husband and me
between the two of us we have seven
kids six boys and one girl Kay's the
only girl cuz this is a boy
too when are you do January I'll love
it
you think Mary Haven is going to help
get a
place Grant said they would cuz on my
dis paperwork to come back next Tuesday
they gave me the number but they called
it masks or something and um I she said
because you are pregnant they have a
walk indoor policy you can go anytime
during the day anytime during the night
because you are pregnant they have to
accept
you
so it was either that or they was going
to kick me out of the suboxin clinic and
then I'd be screwed on a baby and
Children's Services would get involved
and I just lose the baby automatically
cuz yeah it would be born addicted to
drugs and I would have drugs in my
system and I don't want
that I'm sure
there's there's definitely some stuff
going on right now with the stuff that
you're using in the baby to so it's best
that you get in some place right rather
than off the street cuz I didn't want to
leave my husband like we didn't want to
be separated well but this is a little
bit more important it's
more important to take care of me and my
baby and he ripped up our marriage
license tonight pulled the blankets from
me and took them all from me and left I
said all right B bet you'll never see me
again and he don't know that I left he
don't know where I went and he'll have
no way to contact me cuz if he calls
Mary Haven they won't let him know that
I'm there and they don't allow any
visits or anything there while you're
there so nobody knows that I called you
guys but my mom mhm and my mom's not
going to tell them and you don't plan on
seeing them anymore nope well I mean if
that's the right thing to do then I hope
that you stick to it but most of the
time people don't stick with that story
and they they go back on it this is the
third time I'm I'm done I want my baby
grow back and he obviously isn't going
to do nothing to improve our situation
mhm cuz it just keeps getting
worse um I got to quit being selfish and
thinking about
me cuz I brought kids into this world
and it should be about
them cuz they don't have a choice
mhm and it's not fair no I mean kids
born in that situation have a hard life
yes they do and it's not fair to them MH
and that's what I told him before like
cuz I've been on and off drugs pretty
much much my whole life I've always been
able to stop when I was pregnant cuz I
feel that that's not a decision as a
mother that I can make for them to do
drugs and I don't want to harm my kids
but with this one I can't
stop and I think it's just the extra
stress and being homeless which you
would think it' be easier to stop
because you wouldn't have the money but
mhm there's all kinds of ways to make
money just stand and they're holding the
sign even though it's illegal mhm I can
make $100 $120 a
day that I wouldn't make sitting in a
house you
know so where do you guys usually stand
at right in front of Kroger oh
really H yeah they don't run you off or
anything yeah oh they
do yep a few times they
have
it's crazy though how much you spend on
drugs a day you
think like 30 bucks 40 bucks oh really
that's all I it's a too much but it
could be worse I do try not to do a lot
of it but if I don't have the sub boxing
or I want to get high I also don't want
to be sick cuz that can harm the baby as
well the stress of me withdrawing and me
being sick can kill the kid so when
you're sick and don't have anything it's
easier to come up with that $10 than it
is for the $20 for suboxin cuz they're
more than the actual drugs are because
they want to keep you hooked they don't
want you to get off of them because then
they don't have their business no more
yeah and I think I know that well I know
that like for the girls down on solvent
they give them free dope all the time
just to keep them working a lot of
people come
and tell me that like I've had people
walk up to me and ask me and I tell them
no cuz I know it sounds crazy but I
don't know you and I can't like don't
trust you I'm not just going to sniff
something MH cuz I don't want it to kill
me like if I feel as if I'm not a
friend I can't really say a friend
because a friend wouldn't sell a friend
drugs m i could potentially kill them
but if you're not somebody that I feel I
can trust I'm not just going to get
drugs off of anybody that's crazy to me
yeah make sure my walkie is still
working I got a little bit of common
sense to
me but when you're sick or high that you
don't think about
it wait okay I don't know I've never
degraded myself I'll never went out was
sold myself
like and there's been days where it be
so much easier to do that and I was
amazed by standing on the corner how
many men actually ask women that stuff
like I probably get asked at four five
six times a day like dude I'm holding a
sign I'm not walking the streets
why do you keep yeah asking me and
they'll be like are you sure or they'll
come back and like no never once in
my life have I ever done it I'm start
now once you start doing that you really
lose sight of things that's what I figur
like cuz I know it'd be easy money you
know what I mean but I'm cool yeah I
still have a little bit of self-pride
mhm it's funny every once I'll be
driving down solvent and there will be
like a an attractive girl walking down
the road who's not working and you can
see all the cars pull off to her pull
off to her y one night I I mean she must
have just been leaving a friend's house
or something she was all she looked real
nice she was wearing nice clothes young
girl and I saw like three guys pull up
to her and she told them all to go away
mhm and I pulled up and off her offered
her a ride I was like do you want to
ride so that guys sto doing this and
she's like she was literally she's like
I live right down the street so I'm good
now like all right but it's funny just
watching dudes do that
stuff and it's it's crazy that dudes
actually do it because okay I would say
every single one of them have something
mhm because they're doing that with
multiple people and I'm sure 90% of them
are IV drug users mhm I I know so I do
the heroin but I sniff it doesn't make
it no better than the neck
but they're potentially getting
everything and it's just dirty like
yeah it's gross
yeah go home and watch a movie yeah
something no I can't imagine well and I
think a lot of
it is guys that want to have control
over women you know they they like the
fact that they had this woman who's like
weak and desperate and that turns them
on yeah um to me it's just not my thing
no that's
just well plus I
mean obviously I Arrest A lot of people
and I arest a lot of people on s Avenue
lot of those a lot of those girls are
kind of gross mhm you know I see some of
them in the bus the magazines like
somebody was buying that yeah yeah
really it's even worse when they're in
your car and you smell them and no it's
nasty that's the other thing too and
they got all those all their Mera wounds
that are seeping and how many men do you
pick up on that that we pick up like
with hookers or that are hookers that
are hookers well like I'm not Vice so I
don't get into that um like I don't and
you have to be undercover basically to
arrest the prostitutes m i just arrest
people who I know are prostitutes you
know and but there's
I've I've talked to a lot of dudes who
are drug addicts that will suck a guy's
dick for money I mean I've I've seen
that multiple times really yeah there's
there's a lot of guys that are like that
they're they're on the street and
they're addicts and it is what it is and
there's a lot of guys gay for this stay
they're just gay for the drug yeah
there's a lot of guys that like gay guys
that'll come down to Avenue looking for
dudes like I I didn't talk to the the
guy in the car last night but I talked
to a guy who came and flagged me down
he's like hey there's a guy in a white
car that pulled up and offered to suck
my dick and all this other stuff so
right it's gross that is
gross I was wondering how many people
actually no it's out there U well and
there's a bunch of crossdresses here
I'll take the trash over there you can
hang on your
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