No words can truly capture the depth of my pain and the void left in my life. Every day I wake up with a hole in my heart. I can no longer hear his laughter, hug him. When I need comfort or sing. There are nights I cannot sleep because of the images that reclaim in my mind. Holidays and birthdays are no longer celebrations [music] but painful reminders of his absence. He deserved the chance to live and grow and fulfill his potential. >> I just want to apologize cuz don't nobody deserve to be that >> and I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry you were put you through this. Sorry.