I don't want I don't want my family thinking that I'm doing drugs and says I like to do Jessica's drug addict. So I was going to try and you know tell them oh my friend you know she lives here in the area cuz I don't know what they told her. I don't know here like oh I have a friend who lives in the area. You know she wants to hang out. Um I was going to invite her over last night because he didn't want to be around anybody. He didn't he's like oh you can hang out with her if she comes here but I'm going to leave. So that would have been my perfect chance to go back home. I've been trying to go back home and then every time I tell him I'm going to go home, he's like, "Oh, your [ __ ] cop your your pig husband's going to keep you there. He's going to lock you up there." And I'm like, "He locks me up there." It's like rightfully so. No.