I did want to ask you guys because I am literally shaking that my anxiety is rising and the other officer said it was okay to hit my vape, but I don't have my vape with me the other car and obviously I can't go get it. So, he said probably one of the officers can't, but obviously I have handcuffs. So, he said he can't really um I didn't tell him that I could unlock the door because obviously you can't from here, but um he did say that I could get it because of my anxiety. And quite frankly, I'm in so much pain right now that I feel like my neck just open. Okay. Um, thinking about cutting the