and he's like do you want some I like I don't want none he's like you want this smoke you want this smoke and then he pulled up his shirt had a holster here okay proceed to pull the gun into his hand like this so was right here was it here or was it pointed down was it was just had it out like this holster like halfway in halfway out just enough that it was in his hand like this you know what I'm saying how how did it make you feel when you saw that like he was going to shoot me