I'm not going to lie to you. When you get on that gurney and you're going into the operating room, you're like, "Am I going to make it out of here?" >> Yeah. And and that's where your faith kicks in. I'm I'm not like I'm not a guy that can probably recite the Bible. >> Yeah, but But I'll tell you what, I've got faith in God and and and people around me and then your phone calls and everybody's phone calls and just the people it's amazing.