please please I'm freaking out right now look at this closed space like I'm come over every single every single day the Clear Water police is just supposed to be there for us and you guys just aren't there hey I'm you guys yes sir hey so the reason for I stopped there is I got you doing 63 and a 4 yes I'm trying to find my license and my phone and I cannot I'm trying to pull over it I'm trying just I'm lowkey to freaking the hell out right now because I cannot find my phone I'm just trying to pull over and and trying to freak the hell out why I'm not because I just got off of work at the same time and I'm bartending and just trying not to use my license at the same time today was just really shitty at work I'm so sorry do you have your license on you yes I'm so sorry but I lost my phone I'm so sorry a car register to you like I'm so sorry my phone got stolen like during my bar shift I could give you every single one of my in like my invoice insurances and everything like my phone literally got stolen during my bar shift and there's like this like my license and everything is with it I could give you all of mine like every single one of my um yeah let's start with your registration yes sir my registration is right here my my my phone got stolen during Bart tonight you've already told me that okay I'm so so sorry I'm just I'm so nervous right now my like my my phone has never got stolen I'm just so n I'm so sorry is the car r for to you yes sir I've just been moving back and forth because of a deesing violence Soul you step out the car real quick talk to you just really frustrated right now I'm just um so like I said I'm kind of concerned cuz you're all over the place right now yeah I'm sorry my phone got stolen during bartending tonight and I don't know how it's really frustrating for me right now because I just paid it off and everything so I just want to I just want to check out make sure we okay to drive I'm okay to drive I'm just very very very frustrated with customers so what I want to do I want to check your eyes no problem we'll go from there okay no problem all right so go just do me fav just stand with your feet together what I want you to do is I want you to follow this red light with your eyes on okay but I want you to keep your head as still as possible you do that me sir keep your head still I was going to say if you keep your finger on it's a little easier for me just keep your hands down very yes sir can you put your hands back down your side sorry I'm so sorry just I'm very frustrated with getting my wallet stolen tonight just keep your head going okay keep moving your head on me keep moving I'm so sorry I had my credit card at like about $130 listen to me listen to me go go make you f rest your chin on your fist okay can you rest your chin on your face yes sir try to keep your head from moving I just had a lot of tips Sten for me tonight it's just very very very frustrating right now so the problem is you keep moving your head I'm trying to look at your eyes so what I need you to do is keep your head keep I know I'm very shaky right now I've had a lot of I've out of like about 130 stolen from me tonight can you do me a favor can you take a deep breath for me good sir you try this again like I said just keep your head still okay yep just my head still and just the eyes yes sir so do a couple circles around your face I'm going to bring the light towards the bridge of your nose yes sir it's going to look like I'm going to touch it but I'm not going to touch it okay yes sir please let me like let me tell you that I'm just shaking right now I'm just I W so it's 11 7:30 this morning okay here we go all right yes sir so I would like to run you through a couple more uh exercises okay cuz I'm going see some sound has been coming in your eyes right I'm so sorry I would just like to very much go to bed right now and see my dog and see like just see my service still [ __ ] just we're not there yet okay yes no I totally understand so I like to run do a couple more exercises it's no problem are you up for me yes okay so the first exercise we're going to do is called the walk and turn okay sir I understand please let me let you know that I very much have to use the bathroom at this point and I worked since 7:30 in the morning all we'll get to that point here in a second sir we'll get let's get through this and then we'll we'll deal with that okay I want you to put your left foot on this line and I want you to put your right foot in front of your left foot with your heel touching your toe and I want your hands down by your side yes and I want you to stay in that position for me okay don't do anything yet okay so sorry okay when you start this what you're going to do is you're going to take nine Heel To Toe steps down this line see once you get to your ninth step you're going to make a turn with your front foot on the line you're going to use your back foot taking a series of small steps pivot it on your front foot yes and then you're continue back taking nine more heel toe steps yes so you can start whenever your Ready 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 why you just making me very nervous one 2 three 4 so sorry you're just making me very nervous because I lost my phone and I'm very nervous right now I'm going to get pulled over give me didn't take it because I don't have my phone I just not a l works I'm very nervous 2 3 4 5 6 7 9 10 11 okay you relax okay all right for this exercise what you're going to do is you're going to lift whatever foot you want to lift I for 6 in above the ground about the height have a soda can okay yes sir what you're going to do is you're going to count Out Loud by thousand yes sir th one th2 th3 so on until I tell you to stop counting okay sir okay what foot what foot are you going to lift I'm going to RT my left foot I'm going to stand on my right okay so you can start whenever you're ready remember to keep your legs straight like I showed you sorry remember keep leg straight I'm so sorry very frustrated it's just so frustrating right now all right you go relax you can stop you go relax like this Sunset Cruise was just a total bust and someone like it was just raining and everything and someone just listen you can relax I'm so sorry just like it was Sunset Cruise and someone stacked my phone and just walked away with it and so next I'm going to demonstrate what it's going to look like all right sir so you're going to touch your head back I'm going to have you close your eyes when you hear me say left you're going bring your left hand up just tip your nose don't do it yet okay I'm so sorry tip your nose and bring your hand right back down to your side okay s when you hear me say right bring your right hand up tip of your nose with tip of your finger sir right back down to your side yes sir do you understand everything I explain to you yes sir you have any questions about this no sir very much like to go home all right go ahead and touch your head back close your eyes Left Right remember keep your head tiled back okay yes sir right oh right right right right right left left okay you relax all right the next Tas we're going to do what you're going to do is you're going to set your head back and close your eyes all right when you hear me say start what you're going to do is you're going to estimate 30 seconds in your head so I know that you're done counting what I want you to do is I want you to bring your head forward open your eyes and say stop do you have any questions about that no sir just tell me when to start and I will stop okay I will start and stop start remember my instructions yes sir you told me when to stop counting I stopped at 72 right just now okay do you remember my instructions though yes so you told me when to stop counting and when to start I remember I told you to estimate 30 seconds yes sir okay I counted like one Mississippi 2 Mississippi 3 Mississippi yes sir what did you what did you get to I got to 72 73 yes sir okay all right um let's go back here and talk real quick so I place you under arrest for DUI okay so the next question I'm going to ask you you want to bre simple your breath to ter this alcohol content take it every day for anti-press are you R to your breath turn take for every day BR to depress what you're asking no I'm asking you want to BR bre your breath so I can tell it's alcohol content alcohol T get alcohol T content on my breath yes you want me to do that sure okay we're going to transport you down to our main station and give you an opportunity to do that okay sure I don't have a cage in my car do you want anything to go with you if I could just at least use the restroom that's it we're going to put you back [Applause] in do you have anything in car that you want to go with you everything that's in the front compartment which includes the passenger seat the front passenger seat anything that's a passenger seat please okay just hang so I found your ID okay yes sir it was in your it was in your wallet okay yes sir um a lot of that stuff in the bag can't come to can't come with you is there no I I have a medical card medical card for what I have a medical card for medical marijuana like please he literally got put in a cup car and everything like I'm having right now like I'm having a panic please please I'm freaking out right now like in this closed space like I'm genuinely telling you right now like I'm freaking out please please please please like I'm genuinely telling you right now what's going on like I'm having a neck like attack right now like my like pre my previous address it's like I'm so sorry do you need medical attention no I don't need medical attention I'm just I just really need to breathe right now we canoll I can roll roll down the back window for you okay yes sir got taken away for a domestic music case against me and he still has one against me and it's just iisten I have nothing to do with that I don't I understand you have nothing to do with that it's just very it's very it's just very it's very traumatic right me for for me right now just being in a p being being con right now being in the moment and being being in a cop car like with him being a domestic abusive person and with my stepfather being in a domestic Abus the person I'm just very I'm very freaked out right now I just listen take deep breath for me okay yes sir I just wanted to let you know you take a deep breath for me yes sir I just wanted to let you know Z you didn't think I was crazy crazy or something because I don't think you're crazy okay never said that most think I do when I explain things like this so I would just like to make it very clear that I'm not you like the window down while we're driving cuz we're going go down Main Station okay would you like the window down I don't we're going to get you down there okay so you're not in the back of this forever okay never been a rest bre I was just wondering if you guys found my phone because like my credit card my debit card my ID is was all in my phone and I'm just very frustrated well apparently my ID wasn't in my phone because they found my ID so I'm just very frustrated that my credit card wasn't there because I have to pay off my credit card happen when you work I work I don't want to tell you the second time getting pull over for frustrating it's I'm sorry I just work open to clo every sing day just tired of getting pulled over because we closeth ships I'm just very frustrated I don't know how to when I 134 an hour and make living out of TPS there people don't want to pay tips it's just very frustrating I'm sorry I'm just speaking out loud because I'm so I'm so frustrating I can't put it all in my notebook my therapist told me it was so good to sing it out loud as well as I say to my mom as well as I say it to my notebook so she said it was okay to say aloud so I'm saying it out loud I haven't said it out loud yet to my mom because she doesn't know I don't want her to know that I'm struggling with r because she thinks I'm doing okay and I want her to think that I'm doing okay a few minutes here give an opportunity to do the breath test so I just have to go over this okay this uh this B piece we're going to use here I'm going to put this on the this part on the end tuo what I need you to do before you provide a bra sample I need to take a deep breath and what you're going to do is you're going to put your lips in around this part here and blow y blow yes sir done it before with this job and okay yes sir I've been very tired pouring people pull me over I I just got to I just got to go over the phont and I I very much understand I've been pulled over before with this job being here as a bartender just frustrated with people being tip when you when you blow into the instrument you're going to hear a tongue going off you that tongue going off for at least 10 to stop yes sir okay I have a professionally trained service dog for police moments like this and reasons like this that I can't do things like this because I have a professionally trained service dog that lets me be calm through situations like this she's at home right now with my roommate she's just in my room right now you guys come together yes she very much like to go home and go to my dog I just we get this over I'm sorry they just I'm sorry it just happens all the time when I'm trying to go home from work every single night when I'm to go home from work I'm so sorry just like justor I get pulled over okay okay I get pulled over I pull over every single every single day de de relax I'm so sorry SK I get pulled over every single day getting open to just being the B I can't can't do that anymore for that it's too take a de breath [Music] over you hear that tone that tone for at least 10 seconds okay so just take breath slowly into it like balloon TR let's try right out of time [Music] okay I'm do [Music] [Music] I'm sorry I don't know if I can to this taking video cameras of me and I do pay for people to take videos of me what's that is this taking a video of me yes I didn't consult to that I am a bottle I do take like I have people pay for me pay to take videos of me that's how I make my rent it's how I make my income guys could be making half of your paycheck with how much the bartenders and I get sexually assaulted there just disappointing how much me and my bartenders get sexually assaulted as much as we do on the beach and you guys just aren't there the Clear Water police is just supposed to be there for us and you guys just aren't there I walk to my car every night and you guys just are never there the amount of times of all like I've had my car get almost broken into I've had other girls get cars broken into you guys should just be there and you're not and it's very frustrating that you're not I really wish that she were all right young lady step up I'm going to swap out the handcuffs right my car