we lost our son right there I understand that but have you been in that position no I haven't but regardless of the situation still need to care for your children I mean I can't care for my children can't explain that enough it's our responsibility at this point to make sure for one that the children are okay and two that you guys are fit enough at the moment to care for them of course we are well right now you don't you don't appear to be at all I don't appear to be at all I'm tired let me see something real quick do you mind if I shine this light here no go ahead do what you got to do so you can see this as well correct what her pupils don't react to light no I don't know what you want me to do typically I mean if some somebody's under the influence of Narcotics